Oarfish
In Japan it is the doomsday fish, a sign of earthquakes
& tsunamis. A messenger sent from the gods of the sea.
Ten to fifty feet long, purple shimmer of a body, laced
with a crimson dorsal fin.
A foreshock of coiled cataclysm.
Twenty oarfish washed up on the shores of Japan before
the Tōhoku earthquake in 2011.
Almost twenty thousand people died.
The oarfish is a specter thousands of feet below
sea level, beneath a weight of water we cannot traverse—
but it comes for us.
Can you feel it pulsing,
a flat silver ribbon undulating in the waves?
Does it rattle up your spine like a glimmering knife?
It is thought to be the source of sea monster legends
& accounts of ancient beasts such as leviathan.
It appears so infrequently. We track each sighting:
lying dead on a beach, or rarely,
swimming vertically in the ocean.
Last fall, three washed up on California beaches.
This year, one was spotted in shallow Baja peninsula waters.
We are fascinated by its blood-red fin, gaping mouth,
close acquaintance with death. We want to feel the shudder
of the sign — just not the thing signified.